I'm not one for change. I like the same things, but only when it comes to the little things in life. I hate routine, I feel as if all I ever do it get ready, all I ever do is go to bed. I want something new to do, and I want it to happen as soon as it can.
At this moment in time, I'm having to decided what I want to do next. I've chosen to apply for sixth form, and I've decided on what I want to study, but I constantly feel like I'm not good enough. Everyone has soomething they're good at, why don't I?
Wanderlust.
I'm certain about one thing I want from the future. I want to travel, and see everything I can. After being on holiday in the summer, I realised that maybe I like being disconnected from my friends. While I was away I could do what I wanted, I didn't have to speak to anyone, because I was so far from anyone I knew. Most of my friends know what they want in life, leaving me as the odd one out, the one that doesn't take things seriously, but I know that I don't want to be stuck in one place for the rest of my life.
Yes maybe I'd like to go to university, but only if i find my passion. At the moment I want to live my dream, I want to see the world. I know that I'll have to wait a few years for this all to happen, but at least I have something to look forward to that I want, and not just doing something because others are.
What do you guys want to do next?
Thankyou for reading x
I really admire this post! I hate change too, but I love the fact that you know what you want to do! xx
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that really means a lot, thankyou x
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